In the past, I've tried to force myself to be happy with someone who I wasn't attracted to. I knew he would treat me right and he was loyal and blah blah blah...All the things a girl could want - Just not this one. I was so unhappy with him - It made me sick.
Even if I do have some emotional pull it gets drained...Weather I like to admit it or not I have to be physically and mentally interested otherwise there's no point. Figured it would be easier if I watched them prehand. The only thing that did was show me I didn't have any clue what I wanted in a man and I'm too guarded.
So, with all the guys asking me out, I got pretty damn good at letting them down easy (Least I think). Not just cause I'm a workaholic, but due to the fact that I'm not interested in them...Then again half of these guys (Who come in every night like clock work) are round 20 years older than me and stuck in that, "Oh, I want a young bitch!" stage...The rest are drunk XD The other %? Can't speak much english (Soooo cute) but try anyways.
Well it happened. Met one that tricked me into accepting his offer. Started off with something along the lines of me already saying yes ^_^ Thought it was a joke...So I played along, till I realized, I somehow said yes without literally saying yes...What a smooth talker this one is...However refreshing it may be, I doubt it will last long.
Even if I do have some emotional pull it gets drained...Weather I like to admit it or not I have to be physically and mentally interested otherwise there's no point. Figured it would be easier if I watched them prehand. The only thing that did was show me I didn't have any clue what I wanted in a man and I'm too guarded.
So, with all the guys asking me out, I got pretty damn good at letting them down easy (Least I think). Not just cause I'm a workaholic, but due to the fact that I'm not interested in them...Then again half of these guys (Who come in every night like clock work) are round 20 years older than me and stuck in that, "Oh, I want a young bitch!" stage...The rest are drunk XD The other %? Can't speak much english (Soooo cute) but try anyways.
Well it happened. Met one that tricked me into accepting his offer. Started off with something along the lines of me already saying yes ^_^ Thought it was a joke...So I played along, till I realized, I somehow said yes without literally saying yes...What a smooth talker this one is...However refreshing it may be, I doubt it will last long.
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