Nurse: Is it OK if we do a C-Section?
Me: Absolutly! That's fine...Holy shit! What's wrong?! Well, I'm already drugged up so that's one step out of the way! Let's go! I feel good! Er, rather I can't feel much of anything except...I'M FUCKING COLD! GIMMIE A HEATED BLANKIE! (Apparently, the cord was wrapped around her neck...or so I found out later on.)
My doc was by my side, DH sat (getting a little dizzy) next to me, and the drug man above my head...I think I may have flirted with him after a while; with him pulling on my fav. cord. I was calm as hell, but cold as shit! I literally froze on the operating table (Later, I found out it was the epidural).
Then another doc (never met before) came in and proceeded to cut me open...
lots of pressure...
more freezing...
my teeth were chattering; which was impressive - I love the cold. Just not that deep in my bones!
I felt a nerve being pinched.
Then all of a sudden - my lungs were being pushed down and pulled out of my stomach...
They had pulled her out...and I could hear her cry...I couldn't see her, but I could hear her!
OMG! She made it! She's alive! She's out!
I almost started to cry...
They held her up, over the sheets, so I could see her...and she was fucking
Course it took a bit to see through all that mucous crap on her. She looked like a giant, wet fuzzy - just screaming at me! I didn't care though, I just wanted to hold her...course they wouldn't let me...
They rolled me off to a waiting room, so they could watch my vitals. DH ran off behind DD with the camcorder, whilst she started her way to the nursery. Then we all waited...
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